All my thoughts are half a world away.

Travis Barfoot - The Mission District.
The Boiler Room - Guildford.
20/11/09

This guy, means so much to me, really.
When I first met him on 4th July 09, I knew that we would stay in contact. I know people might think that I'm just following a band, Yes I am following The Mission District but it's a long distance friendship y'know I know we may not hang out hardly but the days when TMD play the London venues.. we talk and at that moment in time everything is special and captured, just makes their visits more special and meaningful anyway their music is amazing and let's me escape for awhile. When I'm in the crowd I can just let go and forget every flaw in my hectic lifestyle and just keep my happy bubble for a few hours. They mean so much to me.

David Brown - The New Cities.
The Boiler Room, Guildford.
20/11/09

David is just energetic, I first met him on the 12th Nov 09 at the Islington Academy, Oh my gosh, I will never forget that performance and that voice. The New Cities are supporting The Mission District for the November tour. People you need to see this band live, seriously. So much fun.

My Mummy and Me.

Oh, Mummy.
I'm still your little girl.
Eighteen years on, Mummy.
I won't be anyone else's daughter.

Believe me when I say this, I don't hate you,
Even though we have our ups and downs.
You'll always be there for me,
As I'll always be there for you.

No one knows when their clock will stop ticking..
I need to say these three words more often.
I Love You.

You've Got Mail.

So, I watched 'You've Got Mail' lastnight.. I just felt so damn lonely. Why can't I find someone to turn to? someone to ask me how my day was and how I'm actually feeling. I just want something extraordinary to happen to me. I want to be appreciated by someone, anyone.

'Someone you pass on the street may already be the love of your life.' - You've Got Mail.

I've walked past alot of people in my life, you just walk while looking into eachother's eyes and maybe a little smile of appreciation for a split second it seems like you have something in common but then that's it.. disconnection, you'll never see them again. I know some people have the courage to go talk to them, I just don't. I get scared that they'll just laugh.

For once in my life I would like for someone to notice me. Speak to me. Let's grab a coffee.


Muchlove,
Savvy xoxo

The Lighter.

I'll leave our past behind and look ahead in the mystery of my future.

Lies.

You spun me, deep inside your web of lies

wait.. I'm stuck on you.

Leave Me.

I know you never wanted me,
you'll be sorry when I'm dead.

fuck it.

I told myself that I wouldn't get hurt by you.. and yet.. I failed..
I'm upset, I wanted to make it work..

I'm sorry we never had anything in common.

Goodbye, Forever.

Let's make it happen.

il m'aime..

..un peu..

..beaucoup..

..passionément..

..a la folie..

..il m'aime pas du tout..

What Sarah Said - Death Cab For Cutie.

Oh my god.. seriously like that song is amazing.

I sorta feel like those words at the moment, mainly because I'm trying to trust again. I'm just paranoid.
I'm just scared that I'll lose you again. I love you too much to let go. I'm scared shitless that you're bored of me already. Don't leave.

(I know the person that this is for will never read this.)

Anyway..
thats enough of my mushyness.

Much love,
Savvylola
xoxo

First Blog

Woahh, hello there :)

This is my first blog and I don't actually know what to write haha. ;o

so errm.. yeah, I'm gonna probably use this for uploading art and current side projects I'm working on.. or just an update on my life. :D blehh... I haven't got any friends yet X_X haha.

Well ya, Catchya later :3

Savvylola <3>
xoxo